PEACE YAW(:

2011-12-23T13:40:00.003+08:00

♥

let those pictures do the groove

♥

you warm me up with this christmas love (=

2011-12-15T13:55:00.002+08:00

♥

♥ picture's uploaded ♥

♥ that day was awesome!

1 week plans before the real day.

1st meet up was at orchard.

then head down to PS. and to tamp.

then meet up on saturday. went ikea for the candles.

and on the day itself collect the custome made 'K' cap(=

and to NTUC. and polar for the cake.and ili house to plan.

and head down separate ways. and LEGGO LET'S THE MISSION GET STARTED!

those black big plastic HUMAN WRAP!

carrying him from one end to another.

whipped cream! EPIC MOMENT!

thank you nasreen and sheila for asking me and ili along to plan this AWESOME SHIT BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FOR HIM!

with all our meets up and so called 'lying' hahahaah!

great combo!

even it's our first time celebrating his birthday.

it's just so heart warming ♥

and thank you nasreen for the hug that night while we were sitting at the place where we wanna surprise him.

love you♥

and ♥ that night!

an missed it much meet up soon aite !

2011-12-13T19:41:00.001+08:00

♥

sometimes life is just the same.

same cycle in everything.

2011-11-23T18:51:00.004+08:00

♥

Don't Start Again. Cause You AIn't Gonna Like How I Roll.

2011-11-18T19:36:00.001+08:00

at times. im trying to keep myself low and just keeps ma ego.

cause you are too FUCKING FRAGILE WHILE HELLO!!!!!

YOU DONT EVEN CARE OF TAKING CARE OF OTHER FEELINGS AROUND YOU!

your are just purely being a bitch.

ohhh wait 'DAMN GURL" i ain't no listening to what you gonna say.

i am who i am you 'dumb dumb.'

its difficult to have a split personality mind& characters.

oh well mybe thats how you roll baby~

but nahhhhhh~~~ you're being a bitch behind.

dont get me started.

cause you ain't gonna like how i roll.

2011-11-15T19:20:00.003+08:00

♥

when blading~ before the day khair going krabi!

gonna miss yea when your away seriously )=

come back soon aite babybrother.~

2011-11-11T13:36:00.002+08:00

♥

moments of distress after works

feel way better =B

♥

i remember the day we fall together while playing blading~

i miss those days.

honestly.

2011-11-06T20:12:00.003+08:00

this time. it different.

it went the other way round.

keeping much words in my mouth

seems like i cant share any.

hurt is a word. how i wish i can hate you.

feel sucky right now.

can i just say

FUCK YOU!

2011-10-28T13:55:00.002+08:00

♥

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”

2011-10-23T13:45:00.001+08:00

♥

“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”

today gonna be my last day of AL.

gonna wait for the next AL next year~

oh well~

hello ward 49~!

i miss working i guess.

anyway see yea cm!

ps:

mood down.

just need a hug.

shoulder to just lean on.

even the silent being together with the close one.

just need that moment i need most.

♥

2011-10-21T16:24:00.003+08:00

♥

under the car window screen~ how i wish i can cry

but naaahhhh~ im not gonna be weak just for one thing.

it's my 5th day of annual leave..

gonna end soon.

like very soon..

anyway~

for the past 4 day's after my last post..

what didi i do?

hmmmmmm~

im lazy to type everything but.

it was great with them~

♥

♥♥♥

♥

what more can i asked for~

♥

2011-10-17T18:32:00.001+08:00

♥

gonna bring ma camera out soon .

i bet your bored in your Dry Box.

sitting in there waiting for me to bring you out (=

♥

see you both on 22th!

miss you guys much!

lots to share! lots to snap!

lots to laugh about!

♥

she just know what im going thru now.

even if i didn't start the convo yet she just knew i'll just bring up that topic.

you've seen ma worst tears.

and you're always there.

love yea ♥

♥

1st day of AL~

ending soon (=

2011-10-15T18:25:00.007+08:00

♥

SAP PEOPLE =B

i'm back.

it's been awhile~ gonna keep this going.

hopefully.

now it's the starting of ma Annual Leave like tmr.

bored. my holiday mood is just not there.

i can't wait for NEXT YEAR MARCH!

still a long way to go. oh well~ let's be prepare (=

alright now how's life?

In life people come and go.
Sometimes when happiness appear I just don't wanna it to disappear.

I can't pleased everyone.
I'm not perfect.
I'm just a normal human being with a heart that have feelings.Like everyone else.

At times its hard when you know you can't have that feelings cause it will ruined everything.

Just putting a thick wall in front of me to just blocked it.
But deep down it break into pieces big time cause you know you can't enjoy that feelings.
Oh well life still goes on~
Chin up shol.(:

2011-10-08T11:54:00.006+08:00

let the picture do talking baby!

my other family((=

my other 1/4 of my life

ili ezmira & khair firdaus

love you both (=

my other 1/4 of my life (=

farhana,tiqah,fieza

love you much(=

we know how crazy each other can be~

more to come bloggy !

2010-11-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

its been so long i didn't update my blog!

ohhh hello everyone!

miss me?

hahahaha!

alright now im having my Anual Leave!

and i have no idea where to go today.

heading to town?

oh well let me figure it out.

can anyone follow me?!

hahaha!

bye!

2010-08-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

I Will Fight Like Forever To Make Things Better.

2010-07-21T10:52:00.001+08:00

i LOVE U!

YES YOU!

YOURSELF!

YES YOU!

2010-05-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

those words hurts.

my heart just aches badly.

omyy.

i tried to relax myself. but nowadays.

it just make me kept thinking and thinking.

are you the one?

or its just for a moment.

idk.

idk.
idk.
idk.
idk.
idk.
idk.
idk.
idk.
just let it be shol.

2010-05-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

POST-SICK!

jyeah i'm still smiling baby((=

2010-05-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

Breath Out Slowly...

How i Wish i can let all those feelings out.

it's not that i'm being emotional or what here.

i'm just like other normal human beings in this world.

unstable emotions at times.

i want to smile & laugh back again.

cause sometimes things can bring me down easily lately.

2010-04-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

LOVE GOSSIPS!

LOVE LOVE LOVE(=

BEEN THERE ALL THE WAY

THANK YOU!

SHEESHA SOON!

2010-04-14T10:50:00.003+08:00

Clueless.

2010-03-11T19:27:00.004+08:00

♥

us♥

make-over not yet done but have some instrument setting up!

chec mcm paham!

can't wait!

my new boyfriend!♥

thank you lisa(zee friend)

gonna get u something soon aite(=

random outing(=

♥

♥ them(=

being together back again is just a Bless.

we're still in my heart.

♥

♥my one&only lil sis(=

♥

alright i'm done here.

2010-02-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!

just wanna say i won't be updating my blog for this meanwhile.

been busy lately~

so..

meanwhile take care & don miss me aite(=

2010-02-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY!

i don give a damn!

Inspiration Came Back((=

2010-02-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Wondering~

Reflecting~

Keeping Myself Silent.

That's It.

I wanna Say Thanks.

Cos It's A Waste Of Time.

2010-02-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

Mood: RESTLESS @ THE MOMENT.

It's Calling Me Back.

Just Can't Help It.

Sorry.

2010-02-03T14:59:00.003+08:00

♥

I'm Happy with My life Now.

Thank You(=

what i learn through those years.

those foot steps i left behind.

and those Beautiful memories that are meant to be Kept.

and for some it will just wash away by the waves.

and hope that it will never come back.

Just like those Foot Step on the beach.

& it will just wash away n will never come back

unless you turn back and left that Foot Step again.

The Time Will Tell.

♥

2010-01-27T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hey~ It's been awhile i didn't update my BLOG!

heehehe..

Had a Great Time at Work(=

With those company you have around..

& extra helping hands was provided..

what more you want(=

everything is just there..

this bunch of students..

its their last week here in my ward.

they've been a great help..

not to forget those who have been to my ward.

i know it busy but still its a Good learning Journey for you Guys.~

thank you very much for helping out.

really do appreciate to bits(=

making my patient laugh & building up their stamina back

to get well is enough for me.

terimas~

break time!

my Nights(=

credit to harith!

After a long day of over workload!

we still make time for us to distress!

this was taken on 24th Jan 2010(=

rent a Family Car!

we went to Simpang to makan(=

& Bowling after that!

Jaycee&shol(=

this lady here is going to transfer to ICU soon..

gonna miss you(=

must go out again!

go MUSTAFA CENTER!

& GO GETAWAY TOGETHER!!!!

♥

♥ ♥

so how's my life going on??

so far~ i'm fine..

but sometimes it sucks BIG TIME!

oh well~

nowadays i have this urge~

i know its bad but i want it badly~

i really do.

but who cares no one cares.

only i know what i'm facing right now~

so let's continue & see what happened to me ok(=

ok that's all for now.

i'm totally blank right now.

meanwhile take care & goodbye

♥

ps:

FYI IT'S NONE OF URE FUCKING BUSINESS GET IT! & URE BEING FUCKING RANDOM! FUCKER!

& I AIN'T STUPID GET IT!

2010-01-22T19:02:00.001+08:00

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling

I can't seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real)

2010-01-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

Lots of Plans for This Coming Weeks!

So gonna be Pack with Much Fun

♥

So meanwhile taking care..

smile always..

♥

2010-01-03T10:54:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

IT'S 2010(=

so basically..

another year have passed...

2009

that year wasn't that bad afterall..

there's still more to come in this New Year!

all those in 2009 will always be remembered..

but mostly was );

i guess...

well things may not be the same anymore or may not be the way you want it to be..

but what i know things can change to be better in this New Year..

insyaallah...

so what's my resolution for 2010:

WANT IT, STRIVE FOR IT & GAIN IT!

so let's get my knuckle cracking & stop saying& just DO IT!

i know it's not easy but slowly n believe in myself that i can..

but most of all is Trust.

it's a word which can b sensitive to some..

when you really trust someone, you really mean it..

it's not only about friendship, love or what so ever..

but when you loose it...

that's a different picture where you should be prepare..

right?

i learn & heard & see what this word Trust can do to people emotions..

it's a strong word.

and that is what i'm very particular about..

either you LOOSE them or you GAIN them..

so don't play with this word.

i Trust Myself than i Trust others..

so ok im done about my 2009!

hahaha!

anyways i had awesome fun at the end of the year!!!

it's About my KL GETAWAY 27dec - 30dec !

seriously you can shop till you drop!

hahaha!

crazy Shopping!

Horse riding!

get myself pampered!

isn't that the Best things to Do n enjoy yourself!

well i can't really describe how FUN IT WAS BUT it all in my heart!

I BET TIQAH&NANA HAD A BLAST TOO!

ROLLER COASTER WAS A KILLER!

i think i just upload some picture that was taken there

but wanna see the rest is in my FB..thanks.

more to come from farhanna!

ok that's all for my KL getaway~

Next trip??

BACKPACKER!

BANGKOK!?

BATAM?!

JAKARTA?!

hahahaha..

still planning(=

but i know at the end of this year i'm going Gunung Ledang with my family!

Adventure!

YES YES!

okok still a long way to go..

ok let's stop talking about my trip..

hahah!

so today is my last day of AL!

back to reality! WORK! WORK! WORK!

miss my ward Kaki's!

FIEZA IM COMING BACK!

but i love my schedule this week!

it's like 2 days work than off 2 days work than off!

senang hati ku!

hahaha!...

so anyway~ yesterday was my so called my last day of hanging out to town!

it's been like a long tyme i didn't step into town

lol mcm paham!

but yesterday was fun,full of laughter& shocking day(=

but overall I really Enjoy my Day..thank you(=

went to watch movie with rudy..

ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNK WAS AWESOME!!

BEST!

after watching that movie rudy kept singing all the single ladies song!

but seriously they were adorable!

awwwww~

nxt up we headed to far east to have our stomach fill!

FOOD WAS wow!

then to Lido Mac?

i think so this tyme round we fill our stomach with ice cream!

senang perot satu2!

lol!

continue our journey to ION then Esplanade!

We get to watch the performance there!

How lucky am i!

cause everytime i wanna watch Live performance there isn't any!

IT REALLY BLEW ME AWAY!

very soulful..

*wave hands up high*

after all that we headed home(=

thanks for the outing yesterday!

catch up with yea soon =p

and Happy Schooling to You!

and Happy Working for me =(

ok that's it...

meanwhile take care B E A U T I FUL PEOPLE(=

Smile always =p

ps: no more being down..

just wanna shine and love myself..

KL GETAWAY!

2009-12-25T18:35:00.004+08:00

one more day!

to KL GETAWAY!

tell me about it!

damn i'm excited!

rudy when you come back from KL..

Next up will be My turn!!

YES YES YES!!

OK LET'S NOT WASTE TYME!

PACKING TYME!!(=

damn....that's my expression!

above!

ok done!

meanwhile take care!

i'll update soon!

don miss me(=!

2009-12-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

" a single & simple greet can brighten my day with a smile "

♥ ♥ ♥ keeping my self connected(=
Busy week! packed with wonderful stuff & meeting up with my
♥ ♥ ♥ one's(=

2009-12-15T13:30:00.003+08:00

i'm back baby~

"you can want a MAN but not need one"

2009-11-30T22:34:00.008+08:00

21.11.09 to 29.11.09!

still have lots more to upload!

sorry guys..the mustafa center& the arab street pictures will upload soon aite!

damn i had much fun till 2am in the morning!!

how great was that!

this picture's was on CGH Family Day!

we WON 3RD FOR DANCE COMP!

we're happy we atleast people know about our Ward 49!

there's alot of talented staff in there!

after the whole family day ends..

me,jaycee,nana,tiqah when to ikea!

lol!!!

we were inside jaycee car and LOLING AWAY DUE TO TIQAH CRAZY ACT!

AMS??!

LOL!

but overall i enjoy my day that day!

those picture's of me and tiqah!

we when to vivo to watch movie!

CASE 39 WAS DAMN SCARY!

hahaha!

thank you tiqah for the straw bag!

it was beautiful!

i love it!

ok i'm done for this post!

this was taken by abg amy!

during kak hajar wedding!

slept at 3am in the morning!

miss my cousin's!

okok!

i think i'm done here..

will upload the rest soon!

meanwhile take care cos i always care!!

and last but not least..

goodnite.

2009-11-23T18:14:00.015+08:00

have you guys think and wondering...

when will be the time...

time tells everything...

sometime in a sudden you can

just tears out

without knowing what really

when wrong..

when you think back again...

it will all get better in time...

but sometime you really want

to put those feelings aside..

but you can't really stop thinking about it..

sometime you really wish to tell that someone..

how you really feel about that him..

hahaha.. those sweet memories &

those precious times

kept repeating in my mind and heart...

for me even a small little things matters

in terms of appreciate things around me...

those laughter & smiles that always make

me feel secure & happy of course(=

.misses those days to bits.....

but now we are far apart..

my feeling's say " entah..masihkah ada..?"

but till now i still do have the feelings...

can't denied that..

and what make me kept thinking is....

even we're far.. will those memories be forgotten??

............only god knows..........

ok i'm done..

2009-11-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

♥

♥ keeping myself going is one thing...

♥keeping myself to think positive at all times..

♥smile more & laugh more..

♥ always think that everything that happend or things that you want cant achieve or have not been achieve

it's a challenge to face it all with a positive mind set(=

and of course thank you to all who have been there for me....

you guys been great as usual(=

and of course to You(=

u noe i noe...

thank you for being there even thought we are far from each other..

that conversation was a heart-warming one towards me....

thank you..meet up soon aite!

♥ yea(=

alright that's it for tonight..

time check: 12 Midnight...

tmr is a brand day for me(=

its gonna be a busy day&tiring...

morning shift,dance prac,performance etc!

i just can't wait for 25.11.09 & 26.11.09 & 29.11.09!

2009-11-18T03:04:00.001+08:00

sorry guys...

i have not been updating my blog recently...

nowadays i'm so not myself...

i'm trying to bring myself up now~

just give me awhile..

before this i was a wonderful tyme..

with my love ones around me..

cheering me up..

making me laugh..

but now...

turning to you?

looked up to you?

now???

idk...

this sign ? is everywhere in my mind..

all i felt is numbness..

even how hard its been stab...

i just kept quiet...

say it out ?

no use... it's been awhile thought i felt this way..

all i need to do now is to bring my head up back and keep myself going...

i'm just weak to hold on alone..

seriously...

2009-10-28T21:05:00.004+08:00

even thought we work everyday..

even how tired we are..

even how heavy the workload is..

even how many patient being irritating towards us..

even how many hourly..

even how many feeding..

even how many turning..

even we get scolding for no reason..

even how many admission..

etc...

we still keep that smile for the patient and for ourselves(=

fun tyme just now!

tmr!!!

cant wait!

luckly i've completed my 3rd night!

damn shagged!

but still have energy to meet up with my wards mates(=

just now my ward having a Makan2 gathering(=

awesome!

laughing out loud!

especially jaycee,asyik,kak jaja, fieza,nana,tik,rith,buk and myself!

damn excited!

release stress!

can wait for tmr!

town here we come!!

with nadiah(=

love you guys tons loads(=

ok thats it for today(=

will update more photos about tmr!

adioz!

2009-10-25T12:58:00.002+08:00

my new baby!!

lol!

for those who have know me & have my Number..

pls msg me ure contact(=

thank you!

i've lost all my friend contact!

stupid of me to not save them!

but nvrmd(=

tik! jiwe kepe kiter!

miss kau bnyak2 tau tak!

atlast i get ure no!

thanks to jaycee!

hehehehe!

anyway..

i'll pray for You Abg Helmi)=!

i just heard the news from tik..

hope everything will be fine and hope to know about ure condition soon!

amin....~

today im on night shift!

i cant wait for thursday!!!

meanwhile tc people!

2009-10-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

miss those moment alot!

love you all!!

upload the rest later aite(=

if you cant wait..

then check out the rest in my facebook(=

ok i'm done!

off to bed!

good night world!

2009-10-17T21:42:00.008+08:00

master piece sia!

having a hard time cutting those cakes!

hahaha(=

yesterday was sweet(=

so tmr gonna start work as usual!

damn!

hahahaha~

anyway my hp is dying slowly..(sorry if i didn't reply to anyone)

and its like killing me!

gonna get a new one soon!

what should i get??

ermmmmmmm...~

i'll figure it out soon(=

meanwhile taking caring people(=

2009-10-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

one word~

awwwwww~~

my favourite!

change of plan today...

alot of event going on today!

omy...!

meanwhile take care everyone(=

2009-10-16T19:56:00.004+08:00

today was a day full of laughter &

HOT gossip's DAY!

It was BOOMS Jyeah!

hahaha..

we meet up with each other at Tamp..

headed to CS B1 to print some photo's for tmr..

he bought some decoration..

i bought for that lil girl this!

look at this below:

adorable kan kan~~~

alalalalalalalalalalala~~

i just love this cuddly bear..

with cute dress on them..

cuteness(=!

hope she like's it...

(i think i'm gonna get one for myself)

*kening naek2*

heheheh~

anyway today was a short and simple day..

but there' some terkejut's matter happend b4 the meeting up..

sorry hor for letting you wait for 30 mins~

only 30 mins ok kan~~

*evil laughter*

but overall okook(=

so tmr will be another day..

going to rudy's open house and birthday party(=

after that gonna head to nyayi house..

imissyou(=

2009-10-15T20:14:00.002+08:00

will i be able to let it go?

mybe i will..

mybe not..

mybe i just hang on to it 1st..

mybe everybody is being sensitive because they care for each other..

oh well~~.....

2009-10-13T21:21:00.008+08:00

different types of melody in music...

sometime it can tell you what you really feels inside..

sad

happy

high

angry

disappointed

agitated

unexplainable

confused

hopeless

dying? (ok that's crap!)

hahah!

i'm creating my 3rd piece of music..

this 3rd pieces the Title is : OVER & OVER AGAIN..

this song represent what i really felt deep in me..

and those things kept repeating and repeating until it made me mark as " i DON CARE!"

i rather do this rather than being HUSH and people don like it!

right!

OPPS!

mind me..

so listen to my originals and understand those words aite(=

sometime i don understand..

when im there trying my best to understand them..

they just BOOMS JUST LYKE that!

omy i sound so like someone(=

wow!

i've finish the chorus..

verse part i'm trying to suit it in with my chorus..

but no worries soon..

so here's my chorus..

chorus:

you say it out..

over and over again (yeah)...

to your story..

your problems..

and you want me to be there..

no no no..

and those words you share with me..

i listen..

i'm trying to feel your pain in you..

but no..

you're hitting me back again..

i'm screaming....................................

over and over again..(x2)

over and over again~~

still to be continue....(=

why am i so sensitive now?

how about you?

same too right.

HELL'YA thats my problem..

reading my blog??

go ahead...

i have no word to say to stop you...

always asking whats up with my blog?

why don u asked yourself..

the further i'm from you the more i'm at peace..

just saying missing you is just a word that coming out from you're mouth..

and by saying back to you i don really feel them.. coz you know yourself too its just fading away..

and i heard from somebody..

saying " she want you to come to them and say what's my problem?"

btw sorry...~~~ who am i to you to come to you people and say out what i really thinks and solving them out, and while HELLO you people too don CARE!

sometimes there's " A COUNCILOR" that will sometime called me..randomly!.. and give me a speak of their mind..

and well i don need that!

coz if you're not comfortable talking to me why the HELL you called me!

omy!!!!!

and someone passing messages around saying about this this this..

conference and tell every single detail...

omyyyyyy~~

btw FYI its not always about me!!!

its about you you you you you gurl...

you you you you you.......!

oh well now you read my blog...so be it....

even you want me to tell you,i myself cant even say it out..i'll jut shut my mouth!

coz now i cant be BOTHER!!!!

i remember every single detail of what happend last tyme and its happening now!

AGAIN!

AGAIN!!!!!

and btw ure growing older so thank god that you have been living in this world for 19 years!!!

its just reminding you how long you have survive in this world..

and ure still ALIVE!!! amin...

and remember life is too short....

actually this song suit my thoughts very much.. listen to those lyric..(=

2009-10-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for the night shift to end....

hope everything go smoothly tonight(=

amin~

after that i

wanna have a good rest after that

watch movie with tiqah @ vivocity!

it's been awhile i haven't been there..

plan where to eat!

thats the way we distress ourselves after

those workload!

movei marathons!

damn! hahaha!

and YESAR!!

MXT WEEK MY AL!

OH IM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR THAT!

ok i'm done(=

misses)=

bye~

2009-10-04T14:25:00.003+08:00

smile & laughter is the best medicine ever..(=

smile make you feel better and better.....

laughter make you feel even better.....

having someone by you're side is the Best Things Ever =D

love yourself is One Thing..

love yourself 1st b4 loving other....(=

i learn from someone about this..

during my AL i'm going to make a new video...

i noe its been a long tyme that i wanna make a new video..

so stay tune(=

mybe with my new keyboard!

*kening naek2*

2009-10-02T19:10:00.007+08:00

miss my love ones(=

miss the closest ones most(=

talk on the phone with him..(=

u noe i noe(=

miss yea u noe!! lol!

those gossip we share..

those evil laughter..

thank you for being there(=

i'm happy that we are still close(=

hope it will last forever(=

amin..~

meanwhile tc aite and meet up soon(=!

im doing night shift on sunday!

my 1st night!

*praying hope it goes smoothly(=

amin......

2009-09-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

shopping at bugis was omy.......~~~

hehehehe..

anyway i miss you(=

love ShOleha(=

2009-09-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

i'm just having a thought..

which i myself cant figure them out..

i've been controlling them for a long long tyme..

tonight is my worst night ever...

i felt the breakdown was harder then i thought..

nap jad cam ni?????

nap???!

ak tak leh angs lag...

how i wish i nvr met anyone..

just leave me alone.....

leave me alone!!!!!!!!!

i'm not like this but it best to be alone and keep it inside then sharing them...

but who can i turn to?

*tears rolling down*

2009-09-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

September(=

much better(=

2009-09-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

ibu~~

i'm bless to have you in my life..

you've been there for me all this while..

you never fail to guide me, stay with me when im sick, hold me high when i'm down..

ibu you're love you show me is countless..

and there's no way i can forget that..

i'm so scared when the pain come back at late night and my whole leg is so tighten up..

i just cant seem to move..

it really hurts..

and see the way you rush to my room after wiyah wake you up and help me put the ointment on my whole leg late at night...

i'm screaming in pain and at the same tyme im felt so breathless...

omg~~ i try to calm myself down but i just cant..

ibu the way you looked at me that night...

i just burst into tears...

seeing you trying ure best to make me feel better ...im so touch...

ibu i love you so much...

i dont want to make you worried about me...

im so sorry ibu to trouble you and disturb you late nights...

i didn't mean it...

you're Touch is a Healing process for me...

i'm bless..

ure Allah MOST Greatest Creation(=

the MOST Beautiful soul i had ever seen(=

lastly i love you ibu..

nyayi(grandma)..

you've seen me grow till im an adult now...

see you grow old and becoming weak is a heart breaking

for me...

i noe ure growing old and ure getting weaker day by day..

i hope you wont forget me..

my heart just breakdown when i heard about ure condition now..

you used to be a strong woman...

ure the Best Nyayi i had ever had...

you feed me...

you cuddle me till i sleep..

you carry me everytime you go pasar..

whenever im at ure house i wont be feeling hungry..

and everytime you took photo of me there will always be some snack in my hands..

nyayi i miss you so much..

but i just want you to remember that i wont forget you and neglet you..

i remember about what you always tell me..

i wont forget what you have done for me since i was a lil girl..

you take care of me when my both parent are working last tyme..

everytime i visit you i just don want to go home...

because how i wish i can take care of you...

nyayi pls take care of urself...

lastly i miss you...)=

*tears rolling down*

ps: im gonna visit you tmr ok nyayi...(=

Heaven(=

2009-09-11T00:58:00.004+08:00

to all the September Babies!

JAYCEE!

SATURDAY OK!

THEME BLUE!!

LOVE IT!

CANT WAIT!

how i wish i can lie down on a cozy place and see those

colourful rainbows with you(=

2009-09-07T19:01:00.001+08:00

selamat berbuke!!......

FISH & CO TONIGHT!

2009-09-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

i'm not interested in love but i'm attracted to you...

easy right..

no more complicated feelings~

im free...(=

2009-09-07T00:13:00.005+08:00

Miss me?~

my puffy face after recovering.!(=

well..im back blogging..

how happy am i~

weee!!

just recover from sickness!

HATE MEDS! SUCK TO THE CORE I TELL U!

don want to be sick anymore!

i had 7 days Hospital leave! n that suck!

but to count again i still have 2 days left!

stay in my room looking and talking to the walls!

how pathetic is that)=

but at last~ i went out today with my whole family to Beach road(=

yummy! see that pic above!

how happy and sick my face is!

still feeling a lil giddy..

but im fine with food in front of me!

but still i cant really taste much~

taste BUD GONE?!

hahaha~~

after that when to bugis..

baba,aji,zaimah n fazil when for prayer(=

waited for them outside...

after that when to bugis street..

baba bought the colourful bag~

lawa~~!

i didnt find anything there that im interested to buy..malas lah nk shopping..

dah lah ramai..what u expect bugis mah!

lol!

ok lah i have nothing more to update now~

want to take my last TamiFlu capsule n off to bed!

*silent prayers*

get well soon~(=

2009-09-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

something wrong with the blogger! i cant seem to update!